Shine On Me*

So here I go on another rant about the same people, as usual.

I texted this kid I had sex with today to ask him for weed.

simple right? real fucking simple 

The conversation goes like this 

do you have buddd? :)

what you need?

gram

no answer.

I smoke weed, classless I know, I have sex, even more classless but he likes all of this girl’s statuses who he met THROUGH ME and she’s supposed to be MY FRIEND, but she texts all the guys I like, and flirts with them all in front of me, and hits them up on Facebook. She’s such a fake friend and it hurts and makes me so angry that she has to go for my seconds on every guy. 

Oh and on another note, the German talked to me today.

WELL, PIN A ROSE ON MY NOSE. I WAS SO HAPPY.

HE SAID TWO FUCKING WORDS TO ME. 

BOY OH GEE WAS I GIDDY.

Honestly, fuck these last 9 days of high school.

I want to cut the living bejesus out of myself

but I won’t. I’m too fucking lazy to drag the sharp edge across my skin.

I rely too much on karma.

maybe I should learn how to change who I am, so I can be something someone wants. Someday I’ll be something they want.

Anyone have any solid advice? or just wanna shoot the shit to get my mind off this piece of shit life I have to experience?

Facebook is such a waste of my fucking time.

The longer i stay on it the more pissed off i get that all my ‘best friends’ have turned into penis hungry whores and have nothing better to do but broadcast their skankiness all over my newsfeed. Facebook, youre a waste of my aggression, and i suppose there really was a reason i deleted you all summer. Go fuck yourselves, all of you whores showing off your dicksucking and vagina fucking for my eyes to unwillingly see.

I’m one of those girls who doesn’t have the naturally long, straight hair. Nor, am I the girl with the lush curls. I cant hop out of the shower and scrunch my hair, because it looks awkward and unnatural on me. No, I was born with weird straight/wavy hair. It’s not even attractive. It’s all boring and flat. So, the only option I have, is to straighten it even if I do that, I have to tease it, or hairspray it so it gets SOME volume, but eventually throughout the day, it goes back to being a flat, boring, mess. And everyone always questions, “Why don’t you do something different with your hair ?” And that makes me feel self-conscience, because I’ve tried.

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I hate it. I hate that I’ve looked the same for so long.

The story of my awful hair.

(Source: we-are-but-stardust)

Why do I subject myself to this bullshit

I fucking hate huge groups of people. It is so lovely to have 12 people here and not fit in with fucking one of them. I fucking hate being with no one ibfeel comfortable with. I make myself miserable sitting here since no one bothers to talk to me because im just not cool enough or friendly enough? I apologize that my anxiety makes it that i feel painfully uncomfortable with these large groups of people. Sorry that you think im a bitch because you cant take the time to understand. Maybe, if all of you would take a second to try and get to know me we wouldn’t have this problem, however, you don’t. You ignore me, and this is while in a group of 12 people around a fire. Im on here.

SLUTS.

Why can’t I go anywhere without an onslaught of sluts tagging along. I’m sorry I don’t participate in your smoking weed and drinking and having sex until your rubbed raw every night. I know I’m being judgmental, but honestly, why can’t I go out with a group of people without the token sluts tagging along and making things aggravating. Fuuuuuuck. I’d like to go out with people who don’t need to flaunt their ASSets every time they leave the house. But I guess in this day and age there’s no such thing as wholesome girls anymore. They’re all pretty fucking rare. Good day.

DISCLAIMER: IF YOU DON’T LIKE MY SHIT, UNFOLLOW ME. :) I’M NOT ABOUT TO CHANGE SHIT BECAUSE YOU DON’T LIKE IT. LOVE, CAITLIN.

As much as I love being promoted and followed..

I fucking hate all these “hipster” and “summer sluts” blogs. They’re fucking pathetic. Clearly hipsters rule the world. Clearly. People are ridiculous. I mean it really must be something of skill to post pictures of girls with next to nothing for clothes and makeup that even they dont know what they really look like anymore. It’s easily the stupidest trend i’ve seen on here. Not to mention let’s all brag about how our blog names are SLUTS-FOREVER and SUMMER WHORES. Definitely something to brag about.

I wanna be a fucking blog that can post Harry Potter and pictures of cute animals and stupid gifs. Not sluts and summer whores. Good day to you all.