So here I go on another rant about the same people, as usual.
I texted this kid I had sex with today to ask him for weed.
simple right? real fucking simple
The conversation goes like this
do you have buddd? :)
what you need?
gram
no answer.
I smoke weed, classless I know, I have sex, even more classless but he likes all of this girl’s statuses who he met THROUGH ME and she’s supposed to be MY FRIEND, but she texts all the guys I like, and flirts with them all in front of me, and hits them up on Facebook. She’s such a fake friend and it hurts and makes me so angry that she has to go for my seconds on every guy.
Oh and on another note, the German talked to me today.
WELL, PIN A ROSE ON MY NOSE. I WAS SO HAPPY.
HE SAID TWO FUCKING WORDS TO ME.
BOY OH GEE WAS I GIDDY.
Honestly, fuck these last 9 days of high school.
I want to cut the living bejesus out of myself
but I won’t. I’m too fucking lazy to drag the sharp edge across my skin.
I rely too much on karma.
maybe I should learn how to change who I am, so I can be something someone wants. Someday I’ll be something they want.
Anyone have any solid advice? or just wanna shoot the shit to get my mind off this piece of shit life I have to experience?
